Date : Monday, September 27, 2010
Time : 8:51 AM
Title :

GOSH, MY BLOG IS SO DEAD, OMG. RECENTLY SO MANY THINGS HAPPEN, LIKE OMG ONLY. SIAN LOR. FML. I HATE EVERYTHING LOR NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME, NO ONE. MAYBE SOME KNOW HOW I AM FEELINGM, BUT THEY WONT BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND HOW I REALLY FEELS. I DIDNT TELL ANYONE TOO. HAIS. FML. I NOT WORTH FOR ANYONE.
GET LOST FROM MY LIFE, U BASTARD, GET OUT OF MY MIND PLS.

Date : Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Time : 4:22 AM
Title :

i hate you, and i seriously does. i cant get u off my mind,  but, does it matter.
i saw ur true face. true colours. why? why cant i just hate you? why? why cant i? fucking idiot, kohqin, u sucks ttm.

Date : Thursday, September 09, 2010
Time : 4:20 AM
Title :

hello! lets talk abt yesterday!, yesterday got training, from 3 to 6,. after tat, dinner with coach and huiying, then went bpp, then to the duno wat oppsite bpp. explore. then after tat went fajar slack till 12`plus, went home, paraents give me attitude, then use com, watched tv, sms, till2 plus, slept. then wake up 11 today. then... went to use com, eat. played ball. practically not training or playing, just venting anger/sadness. i duno wat to do other than tat. hais. i totally lost. lost in a complicated world.

Date : Tuesday, September 07, 2010
Time : 8:59 PM
Title :

i finally realised how pathetic i am.Someone who is kana owned by her friends every single time. someone who has failed relationships. someone who dont even have true friends.hais. whats the point? well,distance so much with primary school peeps. secondary school peeps, dun need say. its all rubbish, except for some. team. yeah, maybe, perhaps coach is right, put the priority as basketball and studies first. instead of friendships.. maybe i really shld try to do it tat way. it may help, but i reallly duno why it is so hard to do it.. hais. FML.

Date : Sunday, September 05, 2010
Time : 2:29 AM
Title :

hello!(: sianxc.today is a damn slacky day for me sia, but yesterday damn fun(: hahah (L)
yesterday:
went to huiying house do homework.from 3 to 7 plus leh. haha zai right?! first time i do hw. hehe. lols. but i did damn slowly.hehe at least better than none(: huiying damn fast sia. omg. haha. then after tat, mum called then went to dabao dinner for them, then ate dinner with huiying. After tat, went playground slack.with huiying,huisi,wenjing(: hahas! then after tat andrew tan came(: then they keep disiao me lor. lame.. then mum called, ask me go home. but idw. then huisi ask me call my dad. then he talk to my dad.wow! haha!. thn manage to slack till1 plus. dad came fetch me. hehe, went home,. use come, watch tv, till 2, then sleep.
then woke up at 11 the following day. relativies came, talk, then went fajar eat. after tat, at home, nth do, wen tot sleep, from 2 to 4 plus. hehe. then damn comfortable, so long nvr sleep till like tat(Y) hehe. tmr got classes sianxc. i wan pon to go to the friendly match lor. sianxc, but weixin also not poning, then forget it, dun pon lor -.- hais. nvm tues and wed got training. friday meeting peiying for movie(: looking forward to it(:


i always tot tat since u have msg me. u will stop avoiding me. but tat doesnt seems to be the fact. u are still avoiding me. but i am still so naive, waiting for u, my love for u haven fade. hais. i am emo every single day. only i didnt show it in front of others. i dun wan thm to see  my week side, although some already does so. fml.