Date : Saturday, August 28, 2010
Time : 11:42 PM
Title :

HAIS.
sianxc, i still cant forget you, the memories u left me. and the caring part of u.
is all these real? or just an act? to cheer me up and toy me?
did u love me before?
or was u just treating me for granted?
now the problem is, i know u dun worth my tears, my memory, but yet, i cant seems to be forget you. to cry for u. hais, i hate you, i hate you!!!!!!1
but now, i still love you. how?!!!

i didnt show my sadness , emo-ness infront of my frens, cause i dun wan them to worry, but  i wan to let u know, ily, and i cant forget abt u, i cant seems to fade my love for u. i cry for u every night, since 120810.

Date : Monday, August 23, 2010
Time : 7:14 AM
Title :

Dun bother lying to me, cause i will still see through it someday, it is only the matter of time.

Date : Sunday, August 22, 2010
Time : 7:21 AM
Title :

I HATE THE FUCKING FACT TAT I STILL CANT GET OVER YOU.
I HATE THE FUCKING FACT TAT I CANT FORGET THE TIMES WE HAD.
I HATE THE FUCKING FACT TAT I CANT FORGET THE WORDS YOU SAID.
I HATE THE FUCKING FACT TAT U ACTUALLY LIED TO ME.
I HATE THE FUCKING FACT TAT U ACTUALLY SAID TAT U LOVED OTHER GURL.
I HATE THE FUCKING FACT TAT U ACTUALLY AVOIDED ME.
I HATE THE FUCKING FACT TAT I STILL CARE ABT U.
I HATE THE FUCKING FACT TAT I AM STILL WAITING FOR U.
I HATE THE FUCKING FACT TAT YOU ARE A HUMJI DOG.
I HATE THE FUCKING FACT TAT I STILL LOVE YOU.

Date : Saturday, August 21, 2010
Time : 9:17 AM
Title :

why are u hurting me in this way?
why are u lying to me?
why are u toying me?
why are u making empty promises?
why do i have to know the truth?
why is alll this happening?
why?! why?!
why are u making me cry over nights?
ihateyou.
fml

Date : Thursday, August 19, 2010
Time : 8:23 PM
Title :

Hello(: haha boring ttm here, going to sleep later ma, cause i am very tired, didnt go to school today cause i was sick, headache,fever. wtf. weixin tot i pon school =.= so lame. haha. then duno wat lor, watch tv, duno whether tmr going to malaysia or not, haha cya.

Date :
Time : 8:20 PM
Title :

someone,
i am sorry.seriously other than sorry,i duno wat to say or do.i know it is my fault.i shldnt have went to ask her abt it.i am stupid.i didnt tot of the consequences.i am sorry.i can understand why u are so pissed at me.yeah, i went to asked her. but it was nt intentionally. i saw her so emo and i dun wanna see a fren of mine so emo. yeah but after all, it was my fault.Now i am so guilty abt it. if one day, she really blames u abt it, i surely will be guilty for the rest of the years or even the rest of the life. hais i duno. i really regretted wat i have, i am not trustworthy.but let me tell u, ur other secrets. i didnt tell anayone, i didnt even tot of lying to u before. i love you very much as a jie,  i cherished u very much, tats why i told u when i told her. but i know watvr i say now isnt going to cure. i wrote this for no motive but just to express my feelings. there is still a lot more, but i didnt wanna say it here. takee cares, hope u can calm down and get over it, most importantly, she dun blame u and u mantain ur frenship with her.  cya.

Date : Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Time : 4:56 AM
Title :

i am sorry. seriously sorry. whatever i say wont change a thing. but i duno wat to say, or i could do is to say sorry. i feels guilty myself too. i am sorry.

Date : Monday, August 16, 2010
Time : 12:53 AM
Title :

oh yeah guys, hi(: common test ending soon, two last paper, one last day): yay! haha. lols, hmm. wat should i say? quite hyper recently, thanks to many peeps tat made me understand how to get over it(: haha, maybe he is someone tat changes fast? idk, but anyways, i will emo, but nt as bad as before, although i still cry, but is better now(: hmm, and yeah, sweetheart, cheers up, anythingn can come find me, i here for u(: loves.
nothing else to say, bye!(: takecares.  







i still deceiving myself tat i dun love you when the fact is i still love, memories of us keep flashing back, but wat could i do other tat crying and missing the times? idk. hais. ily.

Date : Saturday, August 14, 2010
Time : 10:05 AM
Title :

hey yo, hahah i am hyper(: hehe, lols. thanks yeah, those who consoled me and being thr for me, esp, huiying,huisi,lst,calista,limjiayi,gwendolyne. thanks everyone for showing concern, i apreciated it. thanks. haha i may nt hate him,and still like him, but i have also developed the phobia once again. i shall nt stead anymore, u said u wont hurt me, yet, now, u hurt me the most. hais, forget it, i dun wanna care, let the time forget u. and let time heals my wounds and stop me from crying everyday.

Date : Saturday, August 07, 2010
Time : 11:03 PM
Title :

everythings fading, even ur love for me,i wan to ask u, do u still rmb the love u have for me? do u still rmb wat day it is tmr? hais, guess it s all fading.

Date : Friday, August 06, 2010
Time : 3:37 AM
Title :

Hey yo!, haha, i am very bored., ): in malaysia, rotting manxc.hahah!!!!!!, hmm and yeah, and reminder to those who haven paid me the money for the tickets, quick ah, haha. lols. and , i duno wat to say le, haha


3 more days, i waiting for it, iloveyou.

Date : Thursday, August 05, 2010
Time : 6:13 AM
Title :

FUCK MY LIFE  !!!!

i hate my life, seriously hate my life, its sucks to the max.i hate everything tat is happening,i hate my life, i  hate the way people are treating me. i hate everything.