I Trying My Best To Forget The Past

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hi guys(: hah, today woke up at 7 15, washed up, went school for maths ip. ip sucks. it really, trust me, haha so boring. then nvm lor, then it was 10, went back home. then bathed, etc. then 1 45 went to meet huiying at fajar lrt. then went training. haha training was fine(: played captain's ball(: haha, then before we go, weixin and huiying want to ask me sth, so tapped me, then i turned baack, and the time we were squatted down, haha, then the coach say we like kissing like tat, wtf lor, haha, then told us no bfs, no les in the team, haha. then went back with huiying, saw jiahui and cecilia at lrt, they ask me go down but i didnt, haha didnt want to pangseh huiying plus i really tired . sorry guys. then went back, the trrain was packed, so damn fucking packed! haha.reached fajar lrt, ask huiying the meanings of two words, very sick words, haha then laughed like hell. omg. and it was so DISGUSTING, with the letter D! haha, stopping here, bye~~

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posting almost evryday but no one seems to be tagging me, haiz. lol, sian la, still in malaysia, already 1 day nvr msg and my hands are itching to msg. haha. sian lor!. keep using com cause there is really nth to do. and no one online one lor. wtf. i am rotting le la. haiz haiz. sian lor. haiz haiz. come save me from dying from boredom haiz. sian la, but recently i very guai leh, as promised, i nvr cut myself, hehe, lol, but did cried almost evryday la, emo is confirm will de, everyday almost 4 hours at least? idk? haiz, cya come tag leh.

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yo, haiz, still in malaysia sia, sian la, nth do, ytd trip was fun but still was emo-ing, haiz, fuck my life la. then after that slept at abt 1 to 2 then wake up at 9 today, haha i dreambt of greenridgean and kranjian sia, haha, and kssbbg also, haha, cool seh, haha dun miss me too much hor, guys haha

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hello! come posting, practically nothing to do today. wake up in the morning today, went parent meeting, knn la, mdm lin talked cord to my dad, fuck la, then after that went home, and my dad give me long faces, knn, say i got attitude problem. fuck. then after tat messaged with huiying. wat we message? haha secret~~ haha, then went bpp to have lunch. still messaging huiying and some others, haha, then after tat back to the car and went malaysia. sian la, now at malaysia and i am sick. knn. haiz. feeling awful now. haiz haiz. sad case la. wishing u to be my side when i am sick. haiz. forget it, hope the four days will pass very very fast, so i can go back singapore and messaged, haha those who i usually messaged, i know u guys will feel bored without me messaging u and bothering u hor? haha, i know u guys missed my messages la, haha huiying hor? hehe, isabel, i cant spam u, sadden. haha. i will be back, isabel, huiying, and you, u shld know who u are, wait for me to spam or message u k? haha huiying, wait for me to share secrets again!!!!! haha

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yo guys(: haha today last day of the school le, haha, so fun! lessson was normal, then i pon ccm, haha.last lesson and i pon(: haha, then got training, starting is pt. omg, haha, tough, then practice lay-ups, then after tat we pull a prank on ms wong. haha feel sad for her, she is soo... wet... omg.haha i believe it is painful when we hit her water bombs, even she said so, haha but i tink she felt happy too(: haha. lol, hah then slacked a while, and went home with huiying(: chatted on our way back, and haha, aiya, in short, it was fun(: haha, chatting with huiying is so fun, and ya, our conversation is secret kays??? haha. then after that bathed, eat and then use com,haha my whole body is aching le, omg.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS WONG!

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hello guys. today is another day at school o.o today was normal, starting of lesson got a talk, haiz, was emoing, and even lost my cool when they said his name. haiz , nvm, i chatting with him now via sms. haha i duno why, felt happy but foolish too. haiz. forget it.nvm, he gonna concentrate on sports(cca) and studies, well, i am gonna do the same. forget abt love, concentrate, with determination, i am sure i can do it.(; hah then went to classs slacking nia, then went hall again, got the wat rice dumping thingy la, haha was hyper-ing with isabel,jacy and weixin. hehe lols, had fun (:, then went to lot slack slack with someone(:. haha then after tat went home, bathed,then use com, haha, just ended my conversation with him(: haiz

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yo guys, haha today went to school per normal, only i slept longer, omg. haha, then went school,got my class tee, so ugly can or not?! omg, but nvm, wear it anyways. then got inter-class sport games, got captain's ball, dodge ball,frisbee.Haha, i playing in captain's ball, haha, get third. first for frisbee.(: haha captain's ball is lst-1B. second- 1D, third - 1E. hehe, haha lols, the last ball was so thrilling, haha. cause we get draw then need play a golden ball . haha, then it was so thrilling, we almost lost, but thanks to junhao , fast action and the team effort, we got third instead of fourth, haha good job!. haha. then after tat recess, then normal class, haha sprained my leg a bit, walking with a bit of limp, but now okay le.(: then after tat went to lot one to meet shermaine. slacked a while sia. haha, talking then went off. At home slacked, bathe, then use com. haha.

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hello. I totally hate today to the max. first of all, went to school, assemble in classroom today. then talk with min yee, after tat went to talk talk with shermaine and jacy then flag raising. after tat got class lor. then some bitches come kaobei me like hell, guailan la, hate them ttm. lols. bootlicker nia, let me tell u, dun say i nvr warn u, but bootlicking wont bring u anywhr.LOL. then lesson per normal, went back. at lrt station saw ralph and neoweiyong. omg, then he was like. '' eh!!!!!!!!... hi..'''
LOL right? haha, then went home, used com, emo-ed, went for a sprint of 1.2 km nia, felt better after that. but jsut as i was feeling better, i saw him again!!! wtf.. FREAK LA, KNN. ahh... lol, shall stop here, bb

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yo, just posting,tmr school quite fun la, especially after recess, haha chasing huiying, till siao hahm cool, lols, haiz, emoing eveyrnight, and i duno why it is alwys the saem timing'sian la!!

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hi guys, school was normal today. went to science cetre. lame la!, then ipod kana confiscate, but took back, lols, then went back, slacked, then got ccm, ccm i wan sleep lor!@!ZXXCC, then went home, emo... haiz shall stopped here, bb

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hello(: haha hello let me tell u wat happen today.
firstly, it rained, then went back to classaroom, put bag, went to find vanessa and qi hui they all, found out tat can go help out during pri 5 camp, haha so happy.. then after tat chinese, and went to ava, haha my chinese passed. hehe, then after that when sitting down, keep kana disiao tat ___ like me____ whihc i dun tink is true, it like LOL only k? wtf. then went bioIT. after tat went o laste recess, found out sth, and hated someones alot, wtf. then nvm lor. then went back class get english, haha my english passed! haha, c5 though but nvm haha i failed suammry but overall nvr fai can liao, haha. then after school got problem.. waited a while, then went o limbang to buy bubble tea with wei xin and briana. then wei xin went off.. then me and briana walked to lrt station, wanted to go lot one slack but in the end nvr.. haha nvm, then jiayu called me if i wan to go the pri 5 camp and she take form for me haha, so went t take lrt and alighted at jelapang and meet jiayu, haha she still as BHB as before la, haha and she say i was still as sacaristic as before, LOL. hehe, then tammy came, haha without specs. haha nice, nice, but dun look like her. haha, then saw xavier gui also, so cuteee... haha! then went slacking around with tammy as jy go off liao. then at 528 playground thr talked to some juniors, haha primary 4 nia. hehe then rained and we went home. hehe and bath, now i am, posting

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This post is for GRPS 6-HONESTY 09

guys, i am organising in june holidays,so kindly pls leave time for it. i will arrange everything but i need u guys de help too, pls kindly check ur schdule of when u are free and tell me, so as to enable the whole class to be present during the outing.At least 3 quater of the class must be present yea? haha this is really a rare chance,and i am even spending loads of time arranging it cause many of our classmates wants it . And of cause, ms lee, will be present. i will try my best to ask her to go. pls help me pass the message around thanks, but pls tell me the dates when u are free .And, check the class blog for lastest updates at sixhonesty-2009.blogspot.com thanks(:

koh qin
my number in case u dun have
97934023

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hi.. feeeling fucking sad now... haiz.. let me say wat happen today..
school was normal.., got geography, passed(: happy tat i passed(: not revealing my grades
maths, failed... haiz... bio failed also.
i know i am a loser... haiz.. why is it this way??
haiz.. then after tat got assembly, after tat went to canteen , meet kssbbgs, then went to a room to watch a show, a show abt losers, haiz.. the show was nice(:. after that training starts... coach say a few things to us... haiz.. then ask us train something, dribbling then shoot one, msut shoot 10 times, wtf... i keep missing till i am the last one left...!!! arh... but kssbbgs were so supportive, thanks arh.. haiz.. but seriously. i am gonna to bulid my stamina up le... haiz..

eh did u guys know my feeling when u compared me with her?! whats more she is only primary 3 . why is it tat when i did well in primary 3 u did nth? now tat my grades dropped, u look down on me. knowing i cant bring u proud, u look down on me. and pls, do u even know tat i studied? when i am studying.. whr are u? and when i study do i have to tell u? i did study but it just dont worked, wat u expect me to do? U and others were saying tat i didnt study... i didnt study... my grades isnt good, and hers is excellent, i know, but do u need to say this in my face??? do u even care for me? do u care abt my feelings? and, do u even know the differnce between secondary and primary school? know the subjects? know the difficulty? pls, if u dun know any thing,s why bother to comment so much?? and, dont u tink i feel sad too when i knew i failed? do u even know tat or not?!

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Awww.... whole body aching like siao man... wonder wat will happen if cca starts. dun even dare to think abt it,. :X today got drama, but still ok, finally over le, haha , how i ahte drama man. and i realized i can be very very very impartial, haha during drama i can treat her like normal, after tat, back to normal, haha - IGNORING~! haha then after tat went mac, saw wei xin dog... omg, cute cute.. cuter than her 100 times i tell u! haha. nth to talk abt le la, post next time, tmb! tag hor!

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yo guys... wow, i am tired man. haha went to jurong point to have lunch. went to a buffet, my god bro's baeday ma.. then eat till half way, shermaine sms me said boring, but at the same time, i ate finished and has nth to do also, haha so chat with her. chat chat chat, and very fast, 3 hours past. we chatted a lot of things. haha, i have a affinity with her sia, haha. after that reached home, then on com, then ask briana to pass a msg to someone, then the someone give me attitude sia. wtf.
If not for our friends, i would have slapped u. i wont tolerate if it wasnt for their sake

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hello, guys, i think through le, i think i will give him up. no matter how hard it is, i will give him up.

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Post Edit-ed (:
currently at malaysia now.i am addicted to minesweeper thanks,to isabel. (:haha. yesterday before i went to sleep,i lie on the bed, thinking of wat shermaine said to me. but seriously, i cant be as brave as her, but maybe as time goes by i can? idk,

thinking of u, i tot of the days when i started to love u. if i didn't rmb wrongly, it was on 01 03 09
till now, it has been 435 days, aka,1 year ,2 months,10days. everytime we chatted on sms, we talked abt ur feelings, abt the girl u like.. i was heart-broken, but i chose to listen on to wat u have to say. u were emo-ed cause of the girl . i put on a strong front infront of u,listening to ur troubles,encouraging u. till now, i was suffering all along. i want to get u out of my mind, but i cant. till now its was till the same, u treated me as a good fren, telling me how u felt, i was happy tat u trusted me and confided in me, but in the same while , i was sad. why is it tat the girl can be me? maybe we aren't fated to be couples, but close friends . i really wished to washed u out of my mind as a crush, maybe if i can, i would just wan u to be my dearest close Friend, but i tried doing tat a few months ago, but apparently, i cant, till now, i am trying to break away from this suffering of loving u. why is it tat the god wan to fool me? play with me? maybe now all i hope for was ur happiness.
like they say, loving someone is seeing tat person to be happy, and not having him.
i never ever thought of having him too, cause i know the feeling would be different if we are stead or whatever, and, we would be sensitive too, maybe this wont happen? all this was Wat i was thinking, idk if it was true, but i dun wan to take the risk again. just hoping tat i could forget u as a crush and get on with my life.

Labels: 有一种爱叫做放手

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yo!went home at 9 today, then went lot one a while and i meant a while
haha, then went o lot one again, at 3, give theresa a shock, with jiahui, haha, but left shortly after tat, sorry arh, then nth le lor, use com lor, now playing and chatting with isabel, haa
and jsut now cried, but shermaine consolled me, thanks arh!

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sometimes,giving up doesnt mean a bad thing. i am giving u up, perhaps? But sometimes, it not easy to give a person up, if i could so easily give u up,i would have done so 1 year before.. But i just could not do it... why? Why is it so hard?! i know i love u, and u dun love me, well, even if u love me, and i meant if, there wont be a future for us, cause we wont get into a relationship, and even if we does, we wont last, and besides, KSSBBG dun allows to have relationships... haiz.. i dun intend to get involved in relationships again too. As they said, Once Bitten,Twice Shy

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eh guys, wan comment so much right ? dun humji! put down ur real name,and which school class u from, then, still nt happy with me right, go isabel blog and comment . find us, if u darea, come, confront us, and we will settled it all for one

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replied of tags:
tiekun : hi(:^^ hah thanks
fion: thanks
briana: thanks
l.ing: hello, smile, tagged
tammy: haha i nvr say u bad lor, haha loveyou, tagged
cecilia: -.-''' i duncare and dun wish to care
jiayu: dun need to jealous la, cause i ask him to tagged de la, haha love you, thanks, take caress too, stay happy.

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lols, yo guys, haha is it long tat i posted?! idunknow la haha lols, nothing talked abt de leh... haha midyear is going on, haha, everyine, jiayou!

eh pls la hor bytch, get the facts righht first.... suckeer.... if the times could be turned over agaion, i am sure tat i will do the same old thing , i wont change my mind de . i am sure very sure about it

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