Date : Friday, May 14, 2010
Time : 6:42 AM
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hi.. feeeling fucking sad now... haiz.. let me say wat happen today..
school was normal.., got geography, passed(: happy tat i passed(: not revealing my grades
maths, failed... haiz... bio failed also.
i know i am a loser... haiz.. why is it this way??
haiz.. then after tat got assembly, after tat went to canteen , meet kssbbgs, then went to a room to watch a show, a show abt losers, haiz..  the show was nice(:. after that training starts... coach say a few things to us... haiz.. then ask us train something, dribbling then shoot one, msut shoot 10 times, wtf... i keep missing till i am the last one left...!!! arh... but kssbbgs were so supportive, thanks arh.. haiz.. but seriously. i am gonna to bulid my stamina up le... haiz..

eh did u guys know my feeling when u compared me with her?! whats more she is only primary 3 . why is it tat when i did well in primary 3 u did nth? now tat my grades dropped, u look down on me. knowing i cant bring u proud, u look down on me. and pls, do u even know tat i studied? when i am studying.. whr are u? and when i study do i have to tell u?  i did study but it just dont worked, wat u expect me to do? U and others were saying tat i didnt study... i didnt study... my grades isnt good, and hers is excellent, i know, but do u need to say this in my face??? do u even care for me? do u care abt my feelings? and, do u even know the differnce between secondary and primary school? know the subjects? know the difficulty? pls, if u dun know any thing,s why bother to comment so much?? and, dont u tink i feel sad too when i knew i failed? do u even know tat or not?!