Date : Saturday, May 08, 2010
Time : 2:00 AM
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 currently at malaysia now.i am addicted to minesweeper thanks,to isabel. (:haha. yesterday before i went to sleep,i lie on the bed, thinking of wat shermaine said to me. but seriously, i cant be as brave as her, but maybe as time goes by i can? idk,

thinking of u, i tot of the days when i started to love u. if i didn't rmb wrongly, it was on 01 03 09
till now, it has been 435 days, aka,1 year ,2 months,10days. everytime we chatted on sms, we talked abt ur feelings, abt the girl u like.. i was heart-broken, but i chose to listen on to wat u have to say. u were emo-ed cause of the girl . i put on a strong front infront of u,listening to ur troubles,encouraging u. till now, i was suffering all along. i want to get u out of my mind, but i cant. till now its was till the same, u treated me as a good fren, telling me how u felt, i was happy tat u trusted me and confided in me, but in the same while , i was sad. why is it tat the girl can be me? maybe we aren't fated to be couples, but close friends . i really wished to washed u out of my mind as a crush, maybe if i can, i would just wan u to be my dearest close Friend, but i tried doing tat a few months ago, but apparently, i cant, till now, i am trying to break away from this suffering of loving u. why is it tat the god wan to fool me? play with me?  maybe now all i hope for was ur happiness.
like they say, loving someone is seeing tat person to be happy, and not having him.
i never ever thought of having him too, cause i know the feeling would be different if we are stead or whatever, and, we would be sensitive too, maybe this wont happen? all this was Wat i was thinking, idk if it was true, but i dun wan to take the risk again. just hoping tat i could forget u as a crush and get on with my life.

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