Date : Friday, January 22, 2010
Time : 6:27 AM
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hello, haizz.... i have drifted alot with a lit of ppl le lor, esp last year classmats, even got one hor, we in same school also drift so much sia, maybe my problem? i dun know lar, maybe hers? idk!! i am seriously sibei confused by the feeling i am having now .

is he trying to avoid me? does he still love me ?? or does he just treat me as a toy?? why in the past we have mutual trust? but now we dun seems to have... i am even better wiith one of my classmates now , and it is a guy,  i chat with him on the phone, and he is only my gan-di, now, i treat him as bestie, but you???? you are my stead and i have a feeling tat you are avoiding me , why?? if you dun like or love me anymore just break with me, dun toy with my feelings pls, i am doubting your love for me, while you are doubting mine, is there any point of doing this??? if you found someone you like very much, go ahead and tell me , and i will grant your wish , but let me tell you, i stillm love you and i know it  .  whether you love me or not? i dun know, but i hope it is a yes, even if it is a no, i would rather you to break with me now than having lied to your own feellings, and i mean tat if you dun love me , if you still love me,  pls, let me know it, let me  feel it pls..  at least last time you will still say the three words to me, now??? nth,... haiz...let nature take its course, but let me tell you,

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