Date : Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Time : 4:38 AM
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lols, hi, everyone, i just realised tat i am stupid, retarded, idiotic and foolish . just now i dunno why have nothing to do , thn have a urge to go see ____ de blog . i read from the past till now, and as i was reading on for what we have been doing all this years.. a lot of pics, memories of the past came to my mind, and finally , i read to the part whr we started quarrelling and you started scolding me , at tat part, i started to cry, as i have realised tat i have been missing our friendship all this months, although i know tat you have or maybe not, forget our friendship, i still pursue in finding out your life, your current situation, as i know i still care a lot for you . after reading her blog, i went to listened to the song - shi nian , it make me cry even more, dunno why i so folish, why cant i just wake up??? people have been asking me to forget this friendship and soon it is going to be the end of this year and all my sufferings will end, but , i will still rmb her , i am sure , i w ill not easily forget any of the greenrigeans tat i loved and trusted before..
they said tat i didnt even try to forget it , DIDNT EVEN TRY . i admit, and from this moment onwards, i am gonna try my very best to forget for the sake of my friends and for the sake of my happiness..

Labels: and i marked my words, i am now trying to forget you