Date : Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Time : 7:13 AM
Title :

i know it you hated me now, or should i say i feel tat you do hate me now... in the past, we were enemies, just a few days ago, we were great pals, close pals, but now, we are back to stranger, enemies... i would rather hate you since primary four, cause if i have continue to hate you , i will not suffer so damn much, i know, since i became better with you, i have started to care for you, and been treating you as my best friend, i know it is imposible for us to be best friends, but in the past, what i wished for is not you being my best friend, it does not matter to me, cause i know in my heart, you will always be my best friend, but now, i am still wishing the same things, although now things may have change a lot, i know iwill stilll gard you as my best friend, closest friend ever, when i read your blog post, i cried, i know this may be your words that are from the bottom of the heart, but i have no choice nor i have the right to stop you from thinking, but let me remind you, you will still be my best friend ever.

starting from this year, i have 3 person that i must have, or i would find nth to live for, except for my families, they all always the best, now it is only left 1 , 2 have left me and i know i am destined to have this kind of life, i dun wish more, but hoped that you will be happy without me in your life, i know it is the fact now, the fact is that you definetely will live better without me interfering with your life. ALL THE BEST TO YOU...
you should know who you are.... but if she never see it, it is alright, maybe in her heart i am really incorigible that she do not wan to see my blog, see my face, talk to me like i say, i only hope that you will be happy, then i will be contented.

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