What comes around, goes around.

2010-12-23T10:50:00.000-08:00

Damn Long Never update, i am lazay, gosh, paiseh ah!! ahahsh, niw is 2 47, wow, hehe (: tired already, wanna sleep soon(:

~~I Miss The Times, when we were close friends, when u were there to support me. encourage me, now..~~

2010-11-26T21:45:00.001-08:00

Perhaps what you say was right. maybe that is my character. now that u guys dislike it, but its better than being like for who i am not right?
hahash like the phrase, I RATHER BE HATED FOR WHO I AM THAN BE LIKE FOR WHO I AM NOT. HAHHS,

2010-11-17T01:24:00.001-08:00

Hello(: Tell u Sth Important yeah? cant tell anyone hor,, shh... i am bored, extremely bored, omg, hahs!!!
i know i am lame(:

~~i believe i will do it, i believe i will forget you and the memories you gave me but, get this clear, even though i may forget it, but there is still a scar, and a very deep one somemore~~.

2010-11-14T09:58:00.000-08:00

siann, hais, is 1.47 am now, and tmr i got match, omg! hahahs, and i am on the phone with gwendolyne tan, my les(:hahhs, sian, iduno what to do, can prepared to de tmr , on the match hahahs! die die. LOLHAHAHS

everything is like i am trying to score a ball, thinking tat i will put the ball in,and yet, i tio kupt, and i fell down, crashin down, feeling hard on the ground, and i am waiting or soemone to lead me out of this court.

2010-10-27T20:59:00.000-07:00

sian, hello.
feeling rather moodless now, dunknow wat to say.wat to post. later going ptm at 2. sian ttm. i also know the results le,-.-, 3 a 3 b 5 cs. zzz. lousy right? i know. sian, history a1, d&t , HomeEcon , a2. so 3 as? shld be like tat ba, unless it change when i didnt went school on wed? i duno know anyything worhh.. lols. sian, my locker haven even clear u know? die:X think later clean ba, if not all tio throw away. money leh ... $_$
hahas. stopping here, gonna lift my mood up no matter what. takecares(:

~~I didnt realised how much i cherished u , how much i love you, until i realised how much i missed the days we had together and was still foolishly hanging on to the past like theres no tmr~~.

2010-10-26T23:46:00.000-07:00

hey yo!(; hahhs, i pon school today(: hehe, nothing much to say also. but since i am bored, so just come and post lor . today i sleep till 10, message some people, reply msg.. then sleep again till 11 plus. hehe.
then after tat breakfast, watch tv, play psp, then msg with jiajie, isabel . cool. hahs. LOL. . Then now i so bored. omg.hahs, nothing do sia. sian.holidays started le(: got loads of training also. wow.!(: hahs. then can go out often and slack later also? hahas. and yeah, going chalet this friday. cool(: hahs. so bored, now i duno wat to talk liao. then dun talk lor. hahs, crap me. lols. take cares(:

I regretted deleting our conversation last time. hais. i regretted not taking more pics with u. maybe we were really meant to be apart? maybe its time i let u go..

2010-10-25T01:52:00.000-07:00

hello!(:
came to update my blog!(: to prove tat i am not a lazy pig(: hahs. hmm, today went marina barrage, hahas, fun!(: went crazy with minyee they all. cool. haha, i got a clique tat is very guai yet fun!(: i love this clique so much!(: without them, i wont be having fun this year.!(:(: yay! hahs, this year gonna end soon, yeah, finally, a year i had a cca i always wanted!(: hahs. let me continue....
after tat, went to have a picnic. hahs, minyee ate a lot of crabsticks! till she felt so full! hahs. then after tat went back, and school ended, then went lot with jacy, hhas, walked around, then went to mac to find kelvin,darryl, junhyun.. hahas!. then lst came, meet us. and went to kfc with lst, jacy, yeeling. then ate, joked, after tat home. then lie on sofa, dun wish move, untill just, went to bath, then use com.

hais. tmr his birthday, i know i wont be meeting u, i just like a fool, holding on to the hope tat i will meet u, but just to let u know, i loveyou.

2010-10-16T01:29:00.000-07:00

sian, blog dead liao. got one fucker psb=.= lame only. dog nia. sian.
recently so many things happen, make my life like wtf only. like so sian. then forget it lor. like this like tat. make me suffer. sucker nia la. hais. Found out who my true friends is. and who will be thr for me, sian. training starting. gonna concentrate mainlyon basketball now since EOY is over(: i wanan make it to the sch team.(: determination is the key to the success(: yay!(: haha, i am so hyper. take cares guys.

2010-09-27T08:51:00.000-07:00

GOSH, MY BLOG IS SO DEAD, OMG. RECENTLY SO MANY THINGS HAPPEN, LIKE OMG ONLY. SIAN LOR. FML. I HATE EVERYTHING LOR NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME, NO ONE. MAYBE SOME KNOW HOW I AM FEELINGM, BUT THEY WONT BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND HOW I REALLY FEELS. I DIDNT TELL ANYONE TOO. HAIS. FML. I NOT WORTH FOR ANYONE.
GET LOST FROM MY LIFE, U BASTARD, GET OUT OF MY MIND PLS.

2010-09-22T04:22:00.000-07:00

i hate you, and i seriously does. i cant get u off my mind, but, does it matter.
i saw ur true face. true colours. why? why cant i just hate you? why? why cant i? fucking idiot, kohqin, u sucks ttm.

2010-09-09T04:20:00.000-07:00

hello! lets talk abt yesterday!, yesterday got training, from 3 to 6,. after tat, dinner with coach and huiying, then went bpp, then to the duno wat oppsite bpp. explore. then after tat went fajar slack till 12`plus, went home, paraents give me attitude, then use com, watched tv, sms, till2 plus, slept. then wake up 11 today. then... went to use com, eat. played ball. practically not training or playing, just venting anger/sadness. i duno wat to do other than tat. hais. i totally lost. lost in a complicated world.

2010-09-07T20:59:00.000-07:00

i finally realised how pathetic i am.Someone who is kana owned by her friends every single time. someone who has failed relationships. someone who dont even have true friends.hais. whats the point? well,distance so much with primary school peeps. secondary school peeps, dun need say. its all rubbish, except for some. team. yeah, maybe, perhaps coach is right, put the priority as basketball and studies first. instead of friendships.. maybe i really shld try to do it tat way. it may help, but i reallly duno why it is so hard to do it.. hais. FML.

2010-09-05T02:29:00.000-07:00

hello!(: sianxc.today is a damn slacky day for me sia, but yesterday damn fun(: hahah (L)
yesterday:
went to huiying house do homework.from 3 to 7 plus leh. haha zai right?! first time i do hw. hehe. lols. but i did damn slowly.hehe at least better than none(: huiying damn fast sia. omg. haha. then after tat, mum called then went to dabao dinner for them, then ate dinner with huiying. After tat, went playground slack.with huiying,huisi,wenjing(: hahas! then after tat andrew tan came(: then they keep disiao me lor. lame.. then mum called, ask me go home. but idw. then huisi ask me call my dad. then he talk to my dad.wow! haha!. thn manage to slack till1 plus. dad came fetch me. hehe, went home,. use come, watch tv, till 2, then sleep.
then woke up at 11 the following day. relativies came, talk, then went fajar eat. after tat, at home, nth do, wen tot sleep, from 2 to 4 plus. hehe. then damn comfortable, so long nvr sleep till like tat(Y) hehe. tmr got classes sianxc. i wan pon to go to the friendly match lor. sianxc, but weixin also not poning, then forget it, dun pon lor -.- hais. nvm tues and wed got training. friday meeting peiying for movie(: looking forward to it(:

i always tot tat since u have msg me. u will stop avoiding me. but tat doesnt seems to be the fact. u are still avoiding me. but i am still so naive, waiting for u, my love for u haven fade. hais. i am emo every single day. only i didnt show it in front of others. i dun wan thm to see my week side, although some already does so. fml.

2010-08-28T23:42:00.000-07:00

HAIS.
sianxc, i still cant forget you, the memories u left me. and the caring part of u.
is all these real? or just an act? to cheer me up and toy me?
did u love me before?
or was u just treating me for granted?
now the problem is, i know u dun worth my tears, my memory, but yet, i cant seems to be forget you. to cry for u. hais, i hate you, i hate you!!!!!!1
but now, i still love you. how?!!!

i didnt show my sadness , emo-ness infront of my frens, cause i dun wan them to worry, but i wan to let u know, ily, and i cant forget abt u, i cant seems to fade my love for u. i cry for u every night, since 120810.

2010-08-23T07:14:00.001-07:00

Dun bother lying to me, cause i will still see through it someday, it is only the matter of time.

2010-08-22T07:21:00.000-07:00

I HATE THE FUCKING FACT TAT I STILL CANT GET OVER YOU.
I HATE THE FUCKING FACT TAT I CANT FORGET THE TIMES WE HAD.
I HATE THE FUCKING FACT TAT I CANT FORGET THE WORDS YOU SAID.
I HATE THE FUCKING FACT TAT U ACTUALLY LIED TO ME.
I HATE THE FUCKING FACT TAT U ACTUALLY SAID TAT U LOVED OTHER GURL.
I HATE THE FUCKING FACT TAT U ACTUALLY AVOIDED ME.
I HATE THE FUCKING FACT TAT I STILL CARE ABT U.
I HATE THE FUCKING FACT TAT I AM STILL WAITING FOR U.
I HATE THE FUCKING FACT TAT YOU ARE A HUMJI DOG.
I HATE THE FUCKING FACT TAT I STILL LOVE YOU.

2010-08-21T09:17:00.000-07:00

why are u hurting me in this way?
why are u lying to me?
why are u toying me?
why are u making empty promises?
why do i have to know the truth?
why is alll this happening?
why?! why?!
why are u making me cry over nights?
ihateyou.
fml

2010-08-19T20:23:00.000-07:00

Hello(: haha boring ttm here, going to sleep later ma, cause i am very tired, didnt go to school today cause i was sick, headache,fever. wtf. weixin tot i pon school =.= so lame. haha. then duno wat lor, watch tv, duno whether tmr going to malaysia or not, haha cya.

2010-08-19T20:20:00.000-07:00

someone,
i am sorry.seriously other than sorry,i duno wat to say or do.i know it is my fault.i shldnt have went to ask her abt it.i am stupid.i didnt tot of the consequences.i am sorry.i can understand why u are so pissed at me.yeah, i went to asked her. but it was nt intentionally. i saw her so emo and i dun wanna see a fren of mine so emo. yeah but after all, it was my fault.Now i am so guilty abt it. if one day, she really blames u abt it, i surely will be guilty for the rest of the years or even the rest of the life. hais i duno. i really regretted wat i have, i am not trustworthy.but let me tell u, ur other secrets. i didnt tell anayone, i didnt even tot of lying to u before. i love you very much as a jie, i cherished u very much, tats why i told u when i told her. but i know watvr i say now isnt going to cure. i wrote this for no motive but just to express my feelings. there is still a lot more, but i didnt wanna say it here. takee cares, hope u can calm down and get over it, most importantly, she dun blame u and u mantain ur frenship with her. cya.

2010-08-18T04:56:00.000-07:00

i am sorry. seriously sorry. whatever i say wont change a thing. but i duno wat to say, or i could do is to say sorry. i feels guilty myself too. i am sorry.

2010-08-16T00:53:00.000-07:00

oh yeah guys, hi(: common test ending soon, two last paper, one last day): yay! haha. lols, hmm. wat should i say? quite hyper recently, thanks to many peeps tat made me understand how to get over it(: haha, maybe he is someone tat changes fast? idk, but anyways, i will emo, but nt as bad as before, although i still cry, but is better now(: hmm, and yeah, sweetheart, cheers up, anythingn can come find me, i here for u(: loves.
nothing else to say, bye!(: takecares.

~~i still deceiving myself tat i dun love you when the fact is i still love, memories of us keep flashing back, but wat could i do other tat crying and missing the times? idk. hais. ily.~~

2010-08-14T10:05:00.000-07:00

hey yo, hahah i am hyper(: hehe, lols. thanks yeah, those who consoled me and being thr for me, esp, huiying,huisi,lst,calista,limjiayi,gwendolyne. thanks everyone for showing concern, i apreciated it. thanks. haha i may nt hate him,and still like him, but i have also developed the phobia once again. i shall nt stead anymore, u said u wont hurt me, yet, now, u hurt me the most. hais, forget it, i dun wanna care, let the time forget u. and let time heals my wounds and stop me from crying everyday.

2010-08-07T23:03:00.000-07:00

everythings fading, even ur love for me,i wan to ask u, do u still rmb the love u have for me? do u still rmb wat day it is tmr? hais, guess it s all fading.

2010-08-06T03:37:00.000-07:00

Hey yo!, haha, i am very bored., ): in malaysia, rotting manxc.hahah!!!!!!, hmm and yeah, and reminder to those who haven paid me the money for the tickets, quick ah, haha. lols. and , i duno wat to say le, haha

3 more days, i waiting for it, iloveyou.

2010-08-05T06:13:00.000-07:00

FUCK MY LIFE !!!!

i hate my life, seriously hate my life, its sucks to the max.i hate everything tat is happening,i hate my life, i hate the way people are treating me. i hate everything.

2010-07-30T07:52:00.000-07:00

爱可以让我们为自己所爱的人牺牲一切，不股一切的的让他开心。
虽然，有时他不一定回同样的爱你，可是，当你看到他所幸福的样子，自然的，你也会开心起来得。
爱一个人不一定要用有他，只要看见他开心，你就会满足的。

2010-07-29T08:26:00.000-07:00

hello (: long long no post le, aiya, dun care also, dun wan give it a damn.
every matter tat will make me emo, i gonna igore everything and not give
it a damn anymore(: haha
anyways,talk abt today(:
school, as usual, samuel tok crap nia, talk big, act big.
then after school, went o nasytitah house.
gosh, so big and nice manxc.
then after tat, people went back, went to lot with huiying and then mac at fajar
with lst, andrew,jiayi.
after tat, went back to grps to see boys training.
haha fun. i sit down thr also can kana ball hit on my knee. the exact part tat i am injured! still duno
who did it lor, wtf.
then after tat. went to foodcourt to eat.
huiying came(:
then she ate. after tat, slacked at her house downstairs de playground then go to huisi house to slack.
haha then andrew and jiayi called. said they at the playground which i jsut leave a min ago, mwhahah,
not fated not fated. haha. then after tat, at huisi house, slacked lor, then play table tennis. lol, i knaa owned by words again, every single time i kana owned by huiying de lor, wtf sia.
not one time i win her leh, gosh, i must buck up, toh huiying, u watch out someday. haha
then went hone at 10 plus, reached at 10 15. then bath, do 2 sums of homework:X zai right? two sums nia, two.TWO.'hahah, then posting now lor, cya, takecare
11 more days(: IloveYou(:

2010-07-23T07:24:00.001-07:00

heyyo!!!!!, haha recently nvr post ah, cause, busy, tired, lazy, mwhahah. today gt training, tough man. but nvm, jiayou!!!!! haha i duno wat to say, jsut psoting to make it alive, haha, k, bye, takecare.

2010-07-18T02:11:00.000-07:00

hey hi(: haha this blog sebei dead lor, sadden, nvm la, haha anyway, today is me and gwen de first day chatting anniversary! haha. lols, les, loveya ttm kays? haha. first time i chatted with someone by sms, msn, the whole day sia. haha continously. omg, and its a senior! wtf?
hehhe, hmm ytd slept at 3 , was chatting with gwen omg, our chatting topic so.... haha anyways, secret (: haha shh...
lol, then today wake up at 12 ate, brunch. haha. brunch= breakfast+lunch. mwhahaha. then after tat went home, use com, and here i am (: tmr is school, omg, i haven do my homework sia. shit, doing later ba, haha k cya, take care(: tagged more lehs.

2010-07-16T10:17:00.000-07:00

yo guys, haha, so long nvr post le, but nvm, i post now(: haha. just now went back to greenridge for the 15th anniversary(: haha a nice one !!!!!

Morning, went school, back at around 11 50, dad, went to fetch me, then follow by fetching sis, waited for sis for abt 1 hr? wtf, waste time nia. sianxc, then wen home, bathed, ate and then sleep for abt 20 minutes, too tired already i guess? haha (: then woke up, prepared things, wen to find lst, then go to calista house, then went to greenridge(: . at greenridge, saw jiayi'darling,gwendolyn and many others more(: haha, concert started, no bad luh, then ended, then dinner, didnt eat anything(: went to find others(: haha, bond with the secs twos(: haha. they very fun to play with, joke with, especially, gwendolyn,jiayi. haha. then after that i went to calista house take my things, went find the others at playground thr at arounf 11. then slack till 11 plus, then went home with gwendolyne,weien, lst, shermaine(: haha, so damn fun, gwendolyne keep making me laugh till DBT lor, haha but fun la, last time saw her so quiet, now true colours realeaved, haha, lol! but nvm, like tat then fun wat, hah stoppping here, take care(: loveyou(:

2010-07-10T08:33:00.000-07:00

hey hi all(: haha didnt maange to blog this few days as i was busy, really busy lor, haha no fake one la,. nfr bluff, really nvr -.-, haha. lols, recently still ok la, sometimes emo, sometimes hyper, haha, shld be will hyper recently ba, unless sth happens, hope not yeah? haha. so boring, now at malaysia, cant contact peeps, sadden-ed. hais, nvm, wait for me, haha,tmr night i will be back(:
omg, and, my chi teacher gonna call my parents for sure, cause i nvr even do my chi hwk, omg, haha june holidays one till now, haha pro right? i know,haha, things haven been going well for me lately, but things also have started to change for the better recently?
haha, at leat some things , yeah, haha. quite happy becoz of one thing, i not gonn say wat is it though, hah guailan right? i know, hehe, my charaacter ma, no choice, k ending here, cya
tag more leh, my blog totally dead lor.

2010-07-04T09:15:00.000-07:00

this post is for the someone.
who are u? if u are the someone from kssbbg, then i know who are u le, but if u really is her, u misunderstand everything le. i not saying abt u . i saying abt melissa and not u. i never say is ur problem, ur fault. Its mine. not urs, and, seriously, i nvr say anything abt u restricting or watvr, seriously dun have, in fact, i am still waiting for the day whr u will forgive me.

2010-07-02T08:01:00.000-07:00

yo guys, today cfn cancelled:( sadden. hais, nvm, i want contactlens(: and my mum approve(: haha lols,
i am a lonely girl haha in school(: only haha
thanks all for being thr when i need u, esp,jiayu, tiekun,lst,calista,qihui,vanessa,kamho(: and others(: thanks thanks esp my kor kor(: haha, lol

someone, get the facts right before u say anything, i didnt snatch. they have their rights, they close to u, doesnt mean they cant close to me -.-, so wat if ppl hate me, at least they hate me for me? for who i am. i dun wanna care anymore and i dun give it a damn anymore. i not gona go settle or go bring it up or make it big unless u went overboard.

2010-06-29T05:05:00.000-07:00

hey hi(: school has reopened and of cos, i back to emo kind. lols, hais, guess tat problems are coming to me recently? idk? hais. still nt made up with her and becos of this, i feel tat i drifteed with a lot of ppl in the team, especially someone. hais, i felt so neglected, i hate school, i hate trainings when i dun have many frens tat i can talk to. hais. but no choice, i wan to improve myself. hais.

i hate the way u made me jealous.why must u do it this way? why cant u believe tat i like u now and not him? u are making me very miserable by doing so.

2010-06-25T21:36:00.000-07:00

photos up on facebook, my profile!

if u wanna find out wat happen during the camp

as u are not thr, u can go to lst blog to find out

url: lstheartsteo.blogspot.com

thanks all(:

its so awesome!

2010-06-25T03:57:00.000-07:00

hey guys, i am back(: haha, haven been posting cause i was away for a camp(: the camp was fun(: ^^ (Y)
camp was tiring, but yet fun, learnt to be responsible and learnt leadersship skills too(: haha
the class tat i was taking is 5 unity, with ms wang ying shan and ms trinity (:
the guys of the class was so cute, esp, edwin,rhames,zhengyu,keith,hongsheng,and many others more(:
the class was very unite and adorable, obedient too(: haha, i not gonna psot much, tired luh, so,, if u want to find out more abt the camp, u may wan to check out with lst,jiayu,eileen blog, or maybe later in the night i will post more(:
k, till here, bye(:

2010-06-21T08:38:00.000-07:00

theres nth i could do

now,all i could was to

give up.

2010-06-21T08:27:00.000-07:00

hey hi(: sianxc, i hurt my leg, now it is sollen. -.- hais
today wake up at 10 meet siv mei they alll, then do project, then saw lia and jiahui, weiyong also, haha, then i slept, sorry ah, didnt help much, cause i am really not feeling well tat time. hais, then went school, was early. then training, still ok, haha my lay-ups and spin move improve le(: i am feeling so happy for it.haha. the sad thing is, friendly match on wed, my first friendly, but i cant go, wtf. hais, got camp ma. then nvm lor, then after training went mac with jacy and aini, haha laughed a lot. then jacy went off, seniors came(: then slacked, aini went off, haha slack till 8 ba with seniors, then went 527 , slacked went home at 9 40. lols, then found out my leg sollen :X wtf. haha k luh, my hw still nt done, doing ba, and my bag haven packed yet.

2010-06-20T08:05:00.000-07:00

i finally understand it all now.

2010-06-17T09:48:00.000-07:00

hello(:. today was like, i quite busy? morning 9 sth huiyee sms me and call me, say whr haven reached, and turns out tat she is the one tat forgets tat she change the timing. wtf. wake me up, then i continue sleeping till 11. then wake up, washed up, then went to school. then reached school do project, till 2 plus, then after that went to northvale, went to find weixin, zhenling and others, at isabel house. then after tat, went change, then accompany wendy to buy ice-cream. then after tat carried things, bbq started. the bbq still ok, i tried talking to huiying but she, hais., she wan me give her time, hais, k, i give, but duno how long will it take, hope it will be real soon over kays? i waiting for ur forgiveness. hais. then after tat played , chatted, with seniors,friends etc. haha, then lst called me, then listen lor. hais, chatted a while, kupt. then went on chatting then coach came. followed by a few seniors, they all very crazy one. haha, then after tat went to bbq things, then take pics. haha. i tink looks retarded, haha, pics shld be on facebook if they update it, hah. i didnt take pics, so, tats why. haha, k, cya, i am tired, recently i lacking of sleep. sleeping for only like 5 hours plus or 7 nia, hais, thinking of sleeping to noon tmr, but my mum say 12 plus need go back out liao, hais hais, hais

someone in kssbbg:, i am waiting for ur reply u know? hais, why cant u just forgive and forget? i duno why u cant, but i hope u will get over it soon kays?please, i wan to get back the times when we chatted tgt, share secrets.i waiting for the time to come again, pls, get over it, i sincerity hope so, and i am sorry for wat i have done.):

Its, not possible between us i know. hais, it cant be possible tat u like me, even if u like me, hais, i alos cant get in relationship, but i know, u wont like, i duno why but i just forget u and treated u as my crush, but nvm, wat i wan is for u to be happy.(:

2010-06-16T09:01:00.000-07:00

sianzxc, goign 12 now. hais, recently duno wat got into, no mood. -.-, hais, totally no mood lor. hais hais, and is totally no mood one. -.-hais, becoz of this, i offended two of mine frens, no, three. hais, why like tat sia? hais, made up with one of them, the other two i duno. one seems to have made up, but also at the same while seems nt to have made up. hais, the other one, didnt even wan to reply my msg. hais, i hate myself luh, fuck u luh kohqin, go die better right, stay here for wat? nabei. hais, FML luh, hais hais, tmr got team BBQ but duno how go face them sia. hais face them?! omg, hais hais, i confirm wil feel damn extra one. wtf. ahhh!!! hais hais! sianxc. hais,.. but got one thing made me happy.

I PATCHED WITH MELISSA TAN? FEELS HAPPY FOR US RIGHT? THANKS, HAHA

2010-06-14T10:35:00.000-07:00

yo guys, sianxc, playing word search with relatives. at least i didnt come the last. and hope i dun(: haha, seriously bored now.. tmr still need go school for maths project. ): sianxc lor. hais, today i went woodlands, tmr going to farm mart i tink. with relatives. sorry arh guys, for nt going to play badminton with u all, they just come out, i just knew tat they just came to singapore -.-, sorry guys, not i dun wan play with u all, but i cant. sorry. and LST, I DIDNT PANG SEH U . stop saying i pang seh u, i nvr even promise u in the first place -.-
ending here.
koh qin

2010-06-13T06:51:00.000-07:00

sianxc, nvr update for quite long le, aiya, it the same , isnt it? no one tag. -.- lo, currently feelign weird, very weird. hais. last time this feeling is because u nvr msg me, but since tat time, i didnt really care much. but recently its back. it is becoz i like __________ now? omg, hope not. i dun wanna fall for two person at the same time. hais. i feeling bored now, who can cheer me up? talk to me? and get the feeling out?! hais. hais, i hate you luh, get out of my life luh.

2010-06-10T07:06:00.001-07:00

hello(: hah, sian la, recently very sian. haiz. waiting for the camp to come.(:
haha, haiz, i duno if i shld go on sat sia. haiz.

2010-06-09T09:04:00.000-07:00

CAN I JUST LIKE...... DIE?

2010-06-05T09:11:00.000-07:00

hi(: its 12 plus now, sian lor, today whole day nvr go out. aww... sian, lol, so nth post also. haiz. haiz. sian la. sianxcz, hope tmr can play basketball

2010-06-04T00:56:00.000-07:00

currently i duno wat to say, i duno how i am feeling. hurt? betrayed? idk. i told u tat there no right or wrong in love and i meant it, but of coz, i will feel hurt too. maybe i will hate u, but i will try my best to control myself nt to, afterall, for a guy to break our frenship isnt worth it. when i first saw the conver, i felt like dying. if he could said tat to u, means he like u a bit too. i cant control u liking who also.like u say, ppl are selfish, u wan to have him too, wan to stead with him, then fine then, i shall not fight for him with u, i shall let u two be tgt, as wat the fate wan. it tat is fated, u, me or him, cant change anything. let leaves all to fate. but seriously, i sorry tat i didnt trust u, but u shld know how i felt. i chose not to trust u, is becoz i am lying to myself, abt u, forging the conver, faking me, how i wish everything was a fake one, but apprently, it doesnt seems so.

why am i so useless? why am i losing everything? why cant i just be successful in just one thing? basketball, i am sucha noob, studies, i just passed all, passed nia, all cs. frensip was fine, except i hate my class and i fought with some frens, and for love, haiz, dun have to say, its all useless.

i am trying to forget everything tat seems to happen, forgiving u. treating everything as nth has happen before. but, its not easily. i forced myself to hate him, but for some reasons, i just cant. but i guess tat is love. love has no right or wrong, love has to be sacrifice for the person u loved, wasted my 1 year plus waiting for u, i shall give up, and stop wasting my time, but, can i?

fren: dun blame urself, i know i may hate u, but i dun wan to also, i jsut cant stop my heart from thinking too. i tink u also know how it felt when i knew the truth. u guys haven started yet, but i am already feeling very hurt. what will happen and how will i react when u two started? idk. but maybe knowing it now is better than knowing it later by my own. i know u told me cause u treated me as ur fren, thanks.

2010-06-02T20:16:00.000-07:00

hi(:, yesterday went back grps, chatted saw a lot of ppl. haha, hearts them la.then went slacking with lst, jiayu and some others. thn slack till half way, i went off to kranji, actually wan shoot balls de, but then, haiz, i got thr, they going off liao, then went slacking with them at 517, hah, then until 6 plus, went off with huiying, then slacked at playground at fajar till 8 plus, got home,bath, use com(;
then today went for oral, flung it i tink. haha. nvm la, then go home with huiying, then bath, use com lor, lol

haiz. girl, like i say, i wont blame u, so dun blame urself too. maybe this is better than me? maybe u two are fated to be together? since he willing to try to like u, and u are willing to wait, this is good. i wish u two could be together and last long. jiayou yea?

2010-06-01T08:09:00.000-07:00

hihihi(: haha my muscle aching like hell now, nvm la, shall say wat i did today. woke up today at 10 plus? hah late leh. but someone later than me.:P haha, then waash up use com, watch tv etc. then 1 35 went to fajar lrt meet huiying then went school for training. Training was normal, got pt. make my leg so pain now. haiz. then shoot, my underbaskets damn lan. duno if going back tmr or not. haiz, see how lor. then training ended quite early. 6 20 to 6 30, aroundd thr la.hah then went limbang, accompany weixin buy bubble, got call from mum say they at woodlands, nt at home, so i didnt went home, went to mac, to slacked with zhenling, shermaine and some others, then after tat, went back home with huiying, slacked at fajar basketball court the playground there, shared a lot of things(: i keep disiao-ing her, haha but playing nia, haha i tink she knows tat too. hehe. haha we about 8 plus reached thr, if i nt wrong la. then slacked till 9 plus haha the 1 hour flew very fast. hehe. then at 9 15, she went home. i am sort of emo-ing thr, so sat there for 10 min, almost cried when i tot of something, haiz forget it, then reached home, use com lor.

2010-05-31T06:12:00.000-07:00

hi guys(: hah, today woke up at 7 15, washed up, went school for maths ip. ip sucks. it really, trust me, haha so boring. then nvm lor, then it was 10, went back home. then bathed, etc. then 1 45 went to meet huiying at fajar lrt. then went training. haha training was fine(: played captain's ball(: haha, then before we go, weixin and huiying want to ask me sth, so tapped me, then i turned baack, and the time we were squatted down, haha, then the coach say we like kissing like tat, wtf lor, haha, then told us no bfs, no les in the team, haha. then went back with huiying, saw jiahui and cecilia at lrt, they ask me go down but i didnt, haha didnt want to pangseh huiying plus i really tired . sorry guys. then went back, the trrain was packed, so damn fucking packed! haha.reached fajar lrt, ask huiying the meanings of two words, very sick words, haha then laughed like hell. omg. and it was so DISGUSTING, with the letter D! haha, stopping here, bye~~

2010-05-28T21:37:00.000-07:00

posting almost evryday but no one seems to be tagging me, haiz. lol, sian la, still in malaysia, already 1 day nvr msg and my hands are itching to msg. haha. sian lor!. keep using com cause there is really nth to do. and no one online one lor. wtf. i am rotting le la. haiz haiz. sian lor. haiz haiz. come save me from dying from boredom haiz. sian la, but recently i very guai leh, as promised, i nvr cut myself, hehe, lol, but did cried almost evryday la, emo is confirm will de, everyday almost 4 hours at least? idk? haiz, cya come tag leh.

2010-05-28T01:03:00.001-07:00

yo, haiz, still in malaysia sia, sian la, nth do, ytd trip was fun but still was emo-ing, haiz, fuck my life la. then after that slept at abt 1 to 2 then wake up at 9 today, haha i dreambt of greenridgean and kranjian sia, haha, and kssbbg also, haha, cool seh, haha dun miss me too much hor, guys haha

2010-05-27T03:55:00.000-07:00

hello! come posting, practically nothing to do today. wake up in the morning today, went parent meeting, knn la, mdm lin talked cord to my dad, fuck la, then after that went home, and my dad give me long faces, knn, say i got attitude problem. fuck. then after tat messaged with huiying. wat we message? haha secret~~ haha, then went bpp to have lunch. still messaging huiying and some others, haha, then after tat back to the car and went malaysia. sian la, now at malaysia and i am sick. knn. haiz. feeling awful now. haiz haiz. sad case la. wishing u to be my side when i am sick. haiz. forget it, hope the four days will pass very very fast, so i can go back singapore and messaged, haha those who i usually messaged, i know u guys will feel bored without me messaging u and bothering u hor? haha, i know u guys missed my messages la, haha huiying hor? hehe, isabel, i cant spam u, sadden. haha. i will be back, isabel, huiying, and you, u shld know who u are, wait for me to spam or message u k? haha huiying, wait for me to share secrets again!!!!! haha

2010-05-26T07:10:00.000-07:00

yo guys(: haha today last day of the school le, haha, so fun! lessson was normal, then i pon ccm, haha.last lesson and i pon(: haha, then got training, starting is pt. omg, haha, tough, then practice lay-ups, then after tat we pull a prank on ms wong. haha feel sad for her, she is soo... wet... omg.haha i believe it is painful when we hit her water bombs, even she said so, haha but i tink she felt happy too(: haha. lol, hah then slacked a while, and went home with huiying(: chatted on our way back, and haha, aiya, in short, it was fun(: haha, chatting with huiying is so fun, and ya, our conversation is secret kays??? haha. then after that bathed, eat and then use com,haha my whole body is aching le, omg.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS WONG!

2010-05-25T02:27:00.000-07:00

hello guys. today is another day at school o.o today was normal, starting of lesson got a talk, haiz, was emoing, and even lost my cool when they said his name. haiz , nvm, i chatting with him now via sms. haha i duno why, felt happy but foolish too. haiz. forget it.nvm, he gonna concentrate on sports(cca) and studies, well, i am gonna do the same. forget abt love, concentrate, with determination, i am sure i can do it.(; hah then went to classs slacking nia, then went hall again, got the wat rice dumping thingy la, haha was hyper-ing with isabel,jacy and weixin. hehe lols, had fun (:, then went to lot slack slack with someone(:. haha then after tat went home, bathed,then use com, haha, just ended my conversation with him(: haiz

2010-05-24T05:33:00.000-07:00

yo guys, haha today went to school per normal, only i slept longer, omg. haha, then went school,got my class tee, so ugly can or not?! omg, but nvm, wear it anyways. then got inter-class sport games, got captain's ball, dodge ball,frisbee.Haha, i playing in captain's ball, haha, get third. first for frisbee.(: haha captain's ball is lst-1B. second- 1D, third - 1E. hehe, haha lols, the last ball was so thrilling, haha. cause we get draw then need play a golden ball . haha, then it was so thrilling, we almost lost, but thanks to junhao , fast action and the team effort, we got third instead of fourth, haha good job!. haha. then after tat recess, then normal class, haha sprained my leg a bit, walking with a bit of limp, but now okay le.(: then after tat went to lot one to meet shermaine. slacked a while sia. haha, talking then went off. At home slacked, bathe, then use com. haha.

2010-05-21T05:33:00.000-07:00

hello. I totally hate today to the max. first of all, went to school, assemble in classroom today. then talk with min yee, after tat went to talk talk with shermaine and jacy then flag raising. after tat got class lor. then some bitches come kaobei me like hell, guailan la, hate them ttm. lols. bootlicker nia, let me tell u, dun say i nvr warn u, but bootlicking wont bring u anywhr.LOL. then lesson per normal, went back. at lrt station saw ralph and neoweiyong. omg, then he was like. '' eh!!!!!!!!... hi..'''
LOL right? haha, then went home, used com, emo-ed, went for a sprint of 1.2 km nia, felt better after that. but jsut as i was feeling better, i saw him again!!! wtf.. FREAK LA, KNN. ahh... lol, shall stop here, bb

2010-05-20T06:16:00.001-07:00

yo, just posting,tmr school quite fun la, especially after recess, haha chasing huiying, till siao hahm cool, lols, haiz, emoing eveyrnight, and i duno why it is alwys the saem timing'sian la!!

2010-05-19T04:14:00.001-07:00

hi guys, school was normal today. went to science cetre. lame la!, then ipod kana confiscate, but took back, lols, then went back, slacked, then got ccm, ccm i wan sleep lor!@!ZXXCC, then went home, emo... haiz shall stopped here, bb

2010-05-18T02:54:00.000-07:00

hello(: haha hello let me tell u wat happen today.
firstly, it rained, then went back to classaroom, put bag, went to find vanessa and qi hui they all, found out tat can go help out during pri 5 camp, haha so happy.. then after tat chinese, and went to ava, haha my chinese passed. hehe, then after that when sitting down, keep kana disiao tat ___ like me____ whihc i dun tink is true, it like LOL only k? wtf. then went bioIT. after tat went o laste recess, found out sth, and hated someones alot, wtf. then nvm lor. then went back class get english, haha my english passed! haha, c5 though but nvm haha i failed suammry but overall nvr fai can liao, haha. then after school got problem.. waited a while, then went o limbang to buy bubble tea with wei xin and briana. then wei xin went off.. then me and briana walked to lrt station, wanted to go lot one slack but in the end nvr.. haha nvm, then jiayu called me if i wan to go the pri 5 camp and she take form for me haha, so went t take lrt and alighted at jelapang and meet jiayu, haha she still as BHB as before la, haha and she say i was still as sacaristic as before, LOL. hehe, then tammy came, haha without specs. haha nice, nice, but dun look like her. haha, then saw xavier gui also, so cuteee... haha! then went slacking around with tammy as jy go off liao. then at 528 playground thr talked to some juniors, haha primary 4 nia. hehe then rained and we went home. hehe and bath, now i am, posting

2010-05-15T09:12:00.000-07:00

This post is for GRPS 6-HONESTY 09

guys, i am organising in june holidays,so kindly pls leave time for it. i will arrange everything but i need u guys de help too, pls kindly check ur schdule of when u are free and tell me, so as to enable the whole class to be present during the outing.At least 3 quater of the class must be present yea? haha this is really a rare chance,and i am even spending loads of time arranging it cause many of our classmates wants it . And of cause, ms lee, will be present. i will try my best to ask her to go. pls help me pass the message around thanks, but pls tell me the dates when u are free .And, check the class blog for lastest updates at sixhonesty-2009.blogspot.com thanks(:

koh qin
my number in case u dun have
97934023

2010-05-14T06:42:00.000-07:00

hi.. feeeling fucking sad now... haiz.. let me say wat happen today..
school was normal.., got geography, passed(: happy tat i passed(: not revealing my grades
maths, failed... haiz... bio failed also.
i know i am a loser... haiz.. why is it this way??
haiz.. then after tat got assembly, after tat went to canteen , meet kssbbgs, then went to a room to watch a show, a show abt losers, haiz.. the show was nice(:. after that training starts... coach say a few things to us... haiz.. then ask us train something, dribbling then shoot one, msut shoot 10 times, wtf... i keep missing till i am the last one left...!!! arh... but kssbbgs were so supportive, thanks arh.. haiz.. but seriously. i am gonna to bulid my stamina up le... haiz..

eh did u guys know my feeling when u compared me with her?! whats more she is only primary 3 . why is it tat when i did well in primary 3 u did nth? now tat my grades dropped, u look down on me. knowing i cant bring u proud, u look down on me. and pls, do u even know tat i studied? when i am studying.. whr are u? and when i study do i have to tell u? i did study but it just dont worked, wat u expect me to do? U and others were saying tat i didnt study... i didnt study... my grades isnt good, and hers is excellent, i know, but do u need to say this in my face??? do u even care for me? do u care abt my feelings? and, do u even know the differnce between secondary and primary school? know the subjects? know the difficulty? pls, if u dun know any thing,s why bother to comment so much?? and, dont u tink i feel sad too when i knew i failed? do u even know tat or not?!

2010-05-12T05:57:00.000-07:00

Awww.... whole body aching like siao man... wonder wat will happen if cca starts. dun even dare to think abt it,. :X today got drama, but still ok, finally over le, haha , how i ahte drama man. and i realized i can be very very very impartial, haha during drama i can treat her like normal, after tat, back to normal, haha - IGNORING~! haha then after tat went mac, saw wei xin dog... omg, cute cute.. cuter than her 100 times i tell u! haha. nth to talk abt le la, post next time, tmb! tag hor!

2010-05-11T04:12:00.000-07:00

yo guys... wow, i am tired man. haha went to jurong point to have lunch. went to a buffet, my god bro's baeday ma.. then eat till half way, shermaine sms me said boring, but at the same time, i ate finished and has nth to do also, haha so chat with her. chat chat chat, and very fast, 3 hours past. we chatted a lot of things. haha, i have a affinity with her sia, haha. after that reached home, then on com, then ask briana to pass a msg to someone, then the someone give me attitude sia. wtf.
If not for our friends, i would have slapped u. i wont tolerate if it wasnt for their sake

2010-05-10T01:08:00.001-07:00

hello, guys, i think through le, i think i will give him up. no matter how hard it is, i will give him up.

2010-05-08T02:00:00.000-07:00

Post Edit-ed (:
currently at malaysia now.i am addicted to minesweeper thanks,to isabel. (:haha. yesterday before i went to sleep,i lie on the bed, thinking of wat shermaine said to me. but seriously, i cant be as brave as her, but maybe as time goes by i can? idk,

thinking of u, i tot of the days when i started to love u. if i didn't rmb wrongly, it was on 01 03 09
till now, it has been 435 days, aka,1 year ,2 months,10days. everytime we chatted on sms, we talked abt ur feelings, abt the girl u like.. i was heart-broken, but i chose to listen on to wat u have to say. u were emo-ed cause of the girl . i put on a strong front infront of u,listening to ur troubles,encouraging u. till now, i was suffering all along. i want to get u out of my mind, but i cant. till now its was till the same, u treated me as a good fren, telling me how u felt, i was happy tat u trusted me and confided in me, but in the same while , i was sad. why is it tat the girl can be me? maybe we aren't fated to be couples, but close friends . i really wished to washed u out of my mind as a crush, maybe if i can, i would just wan u to be my dearest close Friend, but i tried doing tat a few months ago, but apparently, i cant, till now, i am trying to break away from this suffering of loving u. why is it tat the god wan to fool me? play with me? maybe now all i hope for was ur happiness.
like they say, loving someone is seeing tat person to be happy, and not having him.
i never ever thought of having him too, cause i know the feeling would be different if we are stead or whatever, and, we would be sensitive too, maybe this wont happen? all this was Wat i was thinking, idk if it was true, but i dun wan to take the risk again. just hoping tat i could forget u as a crush and get on with my life.

2010-05-07T07:41:00.000-07:00

yo!went home at 9 today, then went lot one a while and i meant a while
haha, then went o lot one again, at 3, give theresa a shock, with jiahui, haha, but left shortly after tat, sorry arh, then nth le lor, use com lor, now playing and chatting with isabel, haa
and jsut now cried, but shermaine consolled me, thanks arh!

2010-05-05T01:20:00.000-07:00

sometimes,giving up doesnt mean a bad thing. i am giving u up, perhaps? But sometimes, it not easy to give a person up, if i could so easily give u up,i would have done so 1 year before.. But i just could not do it... why? Why is it so hard?! i know i love u, and u dun love me, well, even if u love me, and i meant if, there wont be a future for us, cause we wont get into a relationship, and even if we does, we wont last, and besides, KSSBBG dun allows to have relationships... haiz.. i dun intend to get involved in relationships again too. As they said, Once Bitten,Twice Shy

2010-05-03T00:18:00.000-07:00

eh guys, wan comment so much right ? dun humji! put down ur real name,and which school class u from, then, still nt happy with me right, go isabel blog and comment . find us, if u darea, come, confront us, and we will settled it all for one

2010-05-02T01:00:00.000-07:00

replied of tags:
tiekun : hi(:^^ hah thanks
fion: thanks
briana: thanks
l.ing: hello, smile, tagged
tammy: haha i nvr say u bad lor, haha loveyou, tagged
cecilia: -.-''' i duncare and dun wish to care
jiayu: dun need to jealous la, cause i ask him to tagged de la, haha love you, thanks, take caress too, stay happy.

2010-05-02T00:41:00.000-07:00

lols, yo guys, haha is it long tat i posted?! idunknow la haha lols, nothing talked abt de leh... haha midyear is going on, haha, everyine, jiayou!

eh pls la hor bytch, get the facts righht first.... suckeer.... if the times could be turned over agaion, i am sure tat i will do the same old thing , i wont change my mind de . i am sure very sure about it

2010-04-30T18:53:00.000-07:00

i therefore anounced tat i hate melissa tan to the

max...... she is once my ~~dear~~, but not now,

cause i really hate her now

2010-04-27T00:13:00.000-07:00

hello, guys, omg today got mid year papre english de, but then i at the summary thr right, duno wat haooen too tired le, then i do rubbish sia, seriously rubbish leh, wtf?! arg... lols, haiz... bo bian lor... nvm then.. forget it., its over, but then at least i go change a bit la, or else surely die one ._.
haaha then nth special lor today whole day exam then release le, haiz.. tmr is chinese sia, haha revising later(: i such a guai bao bao o.o? hah lols,and one more thing, nwy has agreed to be my di ^^ haha had a hard time man, i tried asking him so many times but cant lor, cause yesterday is my bd then he say can haha lols, so happy one can or not?

2010-04-26T04:26:00.000-07:00

2010-04-26T04:04:00.000-07:00

hello all(: have a fun day today, haha i shall thanks every single one who gave me presents and wishes me thanks esp, syafiquah, siti,briana,portia, haha thanks
today goes like this..

starting , i walk to parade square and a whole bunch of people were shouting happy birthday to me, haha sort of embarassed, but anywy, thanks. then i sited down,and megan and a lot others came around me shouting happy birthday to me , haha thanks guys, then shermaine,jacy and vanessa sang a birthday song to me, haha, love it loads, man, hehe, then collected a lot of presents from the class, even shake hands with a few guys haha,thn went back class room, study, etc... then the day passed, and it was soon lunch .

this is the best part(: :
i and melissa walked to the canteen and tada~! we got a surprised, some of our friends actually prepared a cake for us(: weets..
then cut the cake, and ate the cake, just as i tot syafiquah was abt to hug me, she threw a whole handful of powder on me! omg, haha i was totally white man, lols, then went back classroom, kana disiao by my class cause i am really whitem especially my hair... haha then ip soon end, and me and melissa kana water bombed by syafiquah they all, -.-'''. haha, then went to lot one with samuel,yaowang,shande, haha went to buy my present and melissa's . then saw junhao,barry, and see kiat haha, then went around slacking, playing in the rooftop de playground.... haha the security guard chase us off, but before we went off, we chatted with him, haha nice right? we are damn friendly de (: then went to take loads of pictures with the guys . haha, then treated yaowang and shande icecream and milkshake and went off, lrt-ed and bathed and here i am, posting (:

2010-04-24T08:11:00.000-07:00

hello guys(: just came back(: haha lols, well... went to lot one to watch how to train ur dragon,3d, nt bad la, haha, with xin pei, jiayu and daniel, and xavier kee. haha lols, daniel cute la... haha and thanks for the presents, jiayu and daniel, love it like hell manzxc haha>< haha, then went to bpp to meet meina and theresa and yuening, went long john to eat, then theresa went off, then we went to library , they wan to do hw.. then after tat yue ning went off and i went to meina house from 6 30 to 8 3 0haha had fun thr(: drew on the walls and played tap tap(: haha zi lian also . haha love her like hell, hehe, thanks, shall stop here for today, bye~

2010-04-23T04:43:00.001-07:00

yo guys, haiz.. i feel so dejected sia, so many people cannot go for tmr, haiz... nvm la, suan le, foget it, lols, just went to sign up for plurk, still ok la, quite fun, haah, i am not really looking forward to tmr, haiz... scare tat it will be a failure...
i am afraid, how?!

2010-04-21T01:54:00.000-07:00

yo man, school was terrible. omg, i survived without talking to wei xin today hehe only at ccm then we talked haah, she is lame, haha or rather we are lame lols, she said i am tinking too much wor, wont lose her, i wonder if it is the truth? idk and i am not gonna care, lols, and pls girl, i am not afraid of u, wan come come la, think u big ? talk cord lar!

2010-04-19T05:37:00.000-07:00

yo guys, waa.. kao, i duno why having mood swing like siao sia. wtf. grr.... nvm ... idk liao, fuck la, aaaaaaargggggggggg!!!!!! i seriously have enough of my school liao la, fucker sia think u are wat?! treat me as a toy, wan me say good words then treat me good, dun wan me then kick me aside la?mother fucker la hor?! sucker... wat the fuck... argzxcz zxcxzczxczxczxcxczxczxczxc

2010-04-16T03:46:00.000-07:00

hello guys, i m still sick sia, but slightly better le(: haha, recently keep smsing ______ haha, lol, like wat nwy say, when we like a person. wat we want is want him or her to be happy, and nt becme ours, even if she or he become our, but they are nt happy, we rather dun wan them to be ours but be happy

2010-04-15T04:16:00.000-07:00

hello guys (: omg, i damn giddy now . i am sick la, down with flu and headach... haiz... last time i keep hoping can get sick then dun need go school, now i am not quite sure wor,.... haha. lol, maybe found better friends?? idk, eh i going do hw la,
and btw
c girls jiayous!!! win top 4 !

2010-04-13T06:36:00.000-07:00

yo guys, haha damn happy today, but emo-ing now , haiz.. duno why also wor...lol, nvmm, today, damn fuck up by ms amy yap, wtf, then gt bio, still ok , then went to met lst, jiayu and lot one >< happy to see them ^^ haha then went slacking around, saw, weiyong and______ lol, did go over to say hi cause of someone, lol, saw yeeling also^^ haha, i miss them man, wtf, haha i nth say sia, lol, tmr then post .

those who i sent message to come on 24 pls reply whether u going or not, pls try to go also (: the time and venue will let u guys know later, (: this is for primary school friends, alll of them attending is from grps de>< dun worry(:

2010-04-12T06:26:00.000-07:00

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2010-04-12T02:42:00.000-07:00

hello,haiz.. feeling better recently , at least nt so emo?? NT SO. doesntmean no, haiz.. emo-ing now also, idk why... lol, ,maybe becz of him and her, lols, haiz.. sad lor, sad lor, nth say sia, no mood post also haha

PLS LA GUYS, READ MY BLOG GO TAG PLS, AT LEAST LET ME KNOW U CAME. ESPECIALLY 1E PUPILS, AND TAT INCLUDES U , TEO WEI XIN

2010-04-09T05:56:00.000-07:00

yo guys, haha went to field trip today, quite fun sia, hahaa maybe only our group fun? cause our damn damn funny de, damn cuteee... haha melissa, u miss it la, shld come on friday de. haha i shld say the contents...

school was normal, i was emo-ing, so i dun wan say haha>< then school end, went mac to have lunch, haha then pack bag, chatted, and some of them went to write ont he whiteboard and it was totally fulll-ed., haha lols, then after tat went assemble at foyer for the trip waited for very long for the bus but while waiting, we played true or dare. very fun.(: ^^ haha got dare is min yee say iloveyou to mdm lin, our class mentor, then mdm lin was like okay, then after a while minyee got one more dare, which is hug mdm lin, and she did>< haha then after tat, mdm asked us, is minyeee a lesbian? haha , we all burst-ed out laughing when we heard tat, then got one dare i have to hug a pot of plantm haha, then weixin go make it damn funny sia, go hold two leaves and treat it as the hand, wtf, haha, then went to the watvr place, then me and wei xin keep on acting as gangsters and wan ''fight'' like tat, but the others keep like, eh, dun play leh, then we all burst out laughing, making us cant complete the acting sia, haha .then we were playing around all along then went back, at bus wei xin very tired so she rested, then me and jun hao they all keep playing, and i keep disiaoing junhao and megan. and the worst part is, i was looking at wei xin phone and someone called me, i looked up and saw a doll, which i fears the most( the eyes) and i got startled, omg, till now still gt a bit of tat feeling sia, wtf, so shiok the feeling, haha beginning to like my friends more, especially, wei xin, melissa,minyee and ruofan ^^ love you guys truckloads

minyee and ruofan><

the things they drew on white board

min yee retarded look, haha no offence

daddy sleeping

me and minyee

heart and sweet><

tats all haha, cya

2010-04-08T01:03:00.000-07:00

this post is to say wat i wan to say to some people... i knw they wont know who is it or they are nt gonna see this, but i am just writing it down wats is on my heart

someone : well, u knew how i felt towards ur attitude to me, whether u gonna do anything abt it or nt is nt important anymore, i tell u how i felt is because i still love u as much as before, and hope tat we can be like the past . u have been treating me as a sparetyre, talking to me only when u are bored, when u cant tell ur new friends... wat am i in ur eyes? i really wan know sia... haiz... maybe u cant feel tat u are treating me this way, cause ppl often dun know wat they have make others feel.... haiz.. i dun blame u ..

another someone: pls la hor bitch, stop acting in front of me kays? act cute? act to fold ur skirts? pls la, watvr u did is just wat tat makes u a bitch, hope u fuck off my life

another another someone: haiz... u arh, lol, u make me wan to die sia. wtf, haiz... u make me duno wat to do, duno wan give up or nt sia, wtf,grrr... but nvm, being bestie with u contents me loads le, hope i cant win ur heart someday yea? idk, my chances isnt tatt high and my hopes isn tat high too, lol, haiz...but i will still love u, i duno how long it gonna be , but at least, at the moment

2010-04-07T02:36:00.000-07:00

hello, i am back posting.....
today i damn weird, starting is emo emo, then hyper till the end haha, lols, today cried in class also, haiz, then nvm , cut myself also, haiz... only slight, lol,then ccm i hyper, singing with ring ding dong with wei xin haha >< lol, then on the way back, with megan with them, i alos hyper, they say first time see me so hyper -.-... but hor, i nt really hyper lor haha nth much compared to those times with him and with my dearlings... haha ><

OMG , I AM MISSING N_Y NOW, LOL, MISSING jiayu, lst, tammy,theresa,jun qi, cecilia, jiahui, sylvester , siang yu, and loads of ppl more..

2010-04-05T03:15:00.000-07:00

hello (: how are u guys? i miss u guys sia, omg, especially him... omg, i dunno why i soo stupid sia??? wtf? haiz.. why bother to wait hor? haiz... i dunno wat i am thinking man

2010-04-04T06:35:00.000-07:00

hello, back to posting, but not really many ppl comes hor? haiz... i dunno wat to say sia how? i very sad now leh

somebody: u have change a lot le, and i dunno wat u tinks of me now, i damn sad sia, u say i diam? but u sure or nt? i last time diam? now diamer?? sure? OR ARE U STARTING TO DISLIKE ME COZ U HAVE UR NEW FRIENDS? IDK AND MAYBE THIS IS JUST NOW THINK, HAIZ. IDK, I DAMN SAD, I THINKING OF IT ALSO FEEL LIKE CRYING . MUST WE REALLY DISTANCE CAUSE WE ARE IN DIFFERENT SCHOOL? DO WE NEED TO DO UNTIL THIS EXTEND? IDK,

2010-03-31T01:30:00.000-07:00

hi guys, school was normal this few days, as boring as per normal lor, haha this week i was smsing non stop with tammy secretly during class time, haha >< i dunno wat talk abt sia, haha i miss a lot of peeps leh, must jio me out k?

someone- u have rejected me once again, and i meant again, u have rejected me for over 10 times over the year, but i dunno why, i just keep waiting, maybe cause i still love u very much? i did so much for u , yet? u didnt even realised tat, or maybe u did but u just treat it for granted? idk and i dun wish to know, i felt like a fool, waiting for u like waiting for singapore to snow, a impossible task, but i dunno why , i just cant persuade myself to give u up . ( i knw u wont see this and i am jsut posting.)

2010-03-31T01:27:00.000-07:00

How do i say goodbye to someone i nvr really had?
why do my tears fall endlessly for someone who was nvr really mine?
why is it i miss someone who i was nvr really wif?
why do i love someone whose love was nvr really mine?
copyrighted from Jy Qin Ai De

2010-03-29T07:03:00.000-07:00

yo guys, such a long time since i post, guess this blog is dead.... why is a blog so easily dead but not a human? why cant we jsut die? why do things always turn out this way? i waited for u for 1 year. and i have gone through many rejections from u, but this time, when u reject me, i was really heart-broken, am i too naive to wait for u? are waiting for u just like waiting for singapore to snow? i dun know, and i am confused by u, i have did a lot of things for u, but u didnt realised, instead, u take it for granted, when u sad, i was thr listening to u, but its only sometimes tat u dun trust me. wat could i do? haiz.. i love u, and i am waiting for u, cause i dunno whenther i have to give up or not, i knw i love u, but maybe i shld try to give up instead of waiting for it naive-ly?

2010-03-21T03:27:00.001-07:00

i am troubled, and seriously very very very troubled . haiz... post in order to keep it a lieve, really troubled, dunno wat to do, hope daddy was here, giving me advice, but somehow, i can tsay the troubled out

2010-03-20T02:51:00.000-07:00

yo peeps... currently at woodlands, big aunt de apartment lor, with my crazy, bu yao lian , cousin lor, haha, lol, boring at firsT, but later lia online, talk to me , haha then quite okay, kana irrated by my cousin lor, haiz... morning, i went to fajar eat eat, then msg my daddddyyyy also, then he say he saw me wor, still say walking in front of me , but i nvr saw.... grrr.r..r...r. stupid daddddyyy.. saw me also dun wan call me , sad lor... haha he say he lazy, ... wtf..... haha, lols, later he saw this post he go scold me, haha scolding him stupid, but i tink he wont come my blog ba....??? idk lar, haiz,, troubled for so reasons,

someone : do u really hate ame becoz of the bastard?? i hope not ...

yesterday night, conference with xavier daddy, lstjie and johnson . i join called then johnson called me cococrunch, still ask me if i wan coco or cococrunch... -.-''' lol, nvm lor, a while nia, then i emo-ing, sms-ed, daddy while lying on bed, thinking abt him ... haiz.... daddy comforted me, giving me loads of advice... haha thanks ah, and hor when i say i wan go sleep le , he still sms me ,saying goodnight, sleep tight, and must cover my blanket properly..... so caring hor???!!! haha totally like my daddy >< haha love loads lar ...... dun bully him hor, but i dun think u will be able to bully him, he bully u is more like it, haha no offence ar...

Dadddyyyyy, must rmb wat i said, she isnt worth ur tears, ur emo-ness kays? theres loads of better girls better than her kays?! haha like wat u say emo is bad for health kays?? although i always emo lar..... but.. haha mine is haiz... no choice, u gt a choice, so dun waste it k, or shld i say , u have friends tat are ordering u cannot emo, like me !! haha ur nu er forbid u de, haha

2010-03-18T23:51:00.000-07:00

~~the world changes, peoples changes~~, does it mean tat u have to change? i have to change? idk, if tat is wat u tink, so be it, i dun give it a damn, maybe u choose to believe him? maybe u choose to blieve me? ??or maybe u wan to dun give a damn, its up to u, i dun care, cause i really cant bother to....... so wat if i say okay okay, u say u just wan to be happy, u tink i dun wan?????? but wat did i tink of?? i tink of ur happiness before i tink of mine, but u tink leh? take me for granted? or find me useless after u got ur new friends now?? idunknow,and u say i am exaggrating, am i? have u tink of urself first, maybe u are the one who is not looking at it deep enough??? idk, u wan lead ur life, then fine , i wont be bthering u , if u doesnt want me to

2010-03-17T03:05:00.000-07:00

yo guys, finally back in singapore le haha, hm,, missed tammy and mei na's party, sad hor?? haiz.. nvm wats over is over wat, haha , haiz.. at genting still okay lor, was like wat i expected - boring, haiz,, nvm lar, better than nothing lor, haiz,, sian, no pics to up load lar, i lazy , i trying to upload to facebook, if can then view from thr lor
cya

2010-03-14T07:07:00.000-07:00

yo guys, went out with lst, fong yan, johnson and johan.. lols, stil okay lar, johnson they all keep disiaoing lst lor, haha then i went off, to meet jiayu, omg, so long nver see her, meet her le,so happy, went her house for a while, then went to grsc to have dinner, then after tat went shop and save buy things and then went home, went home, then use com, lol, haha playing ds now... lol, thc dear for lending me all the cartriges, and charger, thanks arh, i love you loads man, and a advance happy birthday to meina,and tammy, tmr i dunno whether will post or not, if will then post , if not u have to wait till i come back from genting, and i am not sure whether it wil be fun or boring, shall wait and see. hope tat it will be fun ><

2010-03-13T20:29:00.001-08:00

so long never psot le, ps arh, haiz... march holiday starting le, and i haTE THE ARRANGEMENT TOTALLY TO THE MAX MAN, FUCK LAR, MON TO WED, GENTING, WHICH I DUN TINK IT WILL BE FUN AND AFER TAT ONLY GOT THURS AND FRI, SAT AND SUN AT M'SIA, FUCK SIA, THIS ARRANGEMENT IS TOTALLY NOT WAT I WANT.... ARGG!!!.... MISS MEINA AND TAMMY BIRTHDYA LOR, HATE THE ARRANGEMENT LAR, BY NOW U SHLD KNOW TAT I REALLY HATE IT MAN, HAIZ,.... NVM NVM, BYE, CYA

2010-03-08T01:27:00.000-08:00

hi.... lol gt back most of the ct papers le, all just pass one, failed one
cham sia, need run 40 rounds around the bball court, i die le lar, haiz...
nvm lar, i now dman emo sia, but then hor, i telll bian leong, he still tr y to cheer me up by asking me go watch a video, haha thx anyway, it is rare tat he talk to me first wor, haha... nvm lar,and and

i hate dear !!! to the max

for getting good results, haha i joking only

2010-03-04T01:18:00.000-08:00

yoyoyo!!! i damn hyper recently, thanks to tat bitch. HAHA i loveyou man bitch , for making me so happy, hyper. haha !!! today was the second day of the common test and today is the common test of science- bio and physics, and english . english still okay lar, a bit difficult, but then the phsics i forget bring caculator! shit me !then nvm lor, i use my own working lor, but in the end only gt a few questions tat need, haha i guess it as much also, only the speed and one density one, my working de answer also the same as those who use the caculator to caculate one, haha smart me hor?! haha i know i know, dun need like tat say i will blushed de, haha i know i very bu yan lan lar, haha,this is my character, those who know me well will know, haha. then biology still okay lar, a bit diff also, then nvm lor, went off at 11.15 . we end the paper at 11.08 then the cher release so slow, but then i ytd tell my dad today i release at 11 40 but in the end so early ! -.-'''. then i called him, then i say i go home by lrt myself, then a while later i called him say ask him come fetch me again, cause i am lazy, dun wan walk too much ma, haha . then reached home, eat, then i wan go bath one, but then really too tired, so went to talk a nap, then when i fall asleep, i nap-ped for 3 hours, omg! i am such a lazy pig. haha, nvm lar, then i go bath at 4 which is the time i woke up lar, after bathing then i come here use com and post lor,cya
btw, melissa tan is now my dear! haha love her ttm forever